This could work against you.
I admire your inner strength. While it`s obvious you love your GF near unconditionally, the feeling is clearly not mutual if this is really what`s happening and she is in fact `cheating on you`.
Sure, all the signs are there. And you are accepting it in hope that `something` will change.
In the meantime, you are suffering. This threatens to eat at you. The situation could grow inside without you realising and you might just erupt with an angry outburst that could be interpreted by the fashionable and currently `politically correct` psycho babbling `counselors` as `violence`.
Might it not be worth considering how you`d feel if she were to tell you the truth?
Were you to be honest with one another, sharing your realities, your thoughts, fears and declaring the truth of your love, then how do you believe you`d feel?
Would you be less angry in a month`s time than you would be now?
Perhaps - and it seems a long shot from what you say - but there`s still a `perhaps`, it`s just possible she might have something to say to you.
And if she doesn`t, if she is abusing your trust and your love, then what in heck are you doing?
- W`
